I woke up with my fist clenched .

Yesterday, something happened,
and I couldnt help but feel ..... jealous.

or so I thought.

I dont even know whether I was jealous or angry..or sad?
I'm trying to convince myself that I'm sooo over this,
but still.. my eyes and fists gave up on me.

ARGHHH

Whai am I so emotional these days?
Why is this happening?
Why did I do what I did?
Why am I regretting it now?
Why...



Why is it so hard to forget?
I feel.......... bitter .